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past entries

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11.3.24
hii ^__^ yesterday i went to take my parli test at turner tech... it was so easy!! cake fr. me n my team went over a practice test & did like 30 out of the 100 questions, and when we were actually taking the exam, like 10 of the questions were js copy-pasted from the practice one lol. there were 35 questions and we had 30 minutes to take the test but i was like the 4th person to finish in the room. i was the first outta my team though :3

my brother had a theatre thing at the same time yesterday, so i couldn't watch his performance, but he nd his friend did the song "impossible" from cinderella and i watched the recording, and it was so good!!! they got straight excellents!! i'm so proud of them :] they were one point away from a superior score but they did amazing <3


10.22.24
hi... i'm not. doing the greatest today :( i didn't eat a lot and i just feel super sad and i want to relapse. i can't bc my friend already did and i need to be there for them but it's so hard. i might have some more food but i don't know. i wish i didn't have to eat at all.

i want to go back to heaven, i can't do this anymore. i know my purpose and my mission, the reason i was sent here, but every day hurts. i feel like my wings are being ripped off of me and my being is tarnished with dirt and unholiness.


10.21.24
hello ^_^ today has been an okay day, i suppose. school was boring. i'm a little stressed tbh, but it's kind of my fault. i'll try to stop leaving everything for the last possible minute ( " >__<)

other than that, i've been okay. i'm super duper tired so i'm gonna go to bed soon... i want to write some things, i have a few ideas for fanfiction :3 i rlly want to work on things but i just don't have the time bc of school... sad :<